Fail.

It doesn't take a genius to guess what direction the scale went this week. This is so frustrating. I can't get motivated. I need someone to kick my ass and make me go to the gym and track my points. I bought a three month point tracker hoping that since I paid for it I'll actually use it. My birthday is on Thursday and I gained...I did not lose that 5 pounds that I wanted. Maybe I could just eat a bunch of exlax before then to lose that...haha, just kidding. That would be gross. Oh well. Time for bed.

Insert sideways contemplation face here

I gained .8 this week. I expected it to be worse, I'm glad it was less than a pound, but at the same time, I need this to go in the opposite direction. Holy moly. Also, its almost my birthday and I want to weigh five pounds less by then. No no no. I'm going to weigh five pounds less by my birthday, at least.

Sssttresssin'

My oh my. I cannot wait for Spring Break. I've only gone to the gym twice this week and have been doing a terrible job of tracking what I eat. I don't think I've done too bad but I won't be surprised if I have another gain this week. I know I need to go to the gym tonight but I'm so damn tired right now. I only worked for five and a half hours, but I'm so exhausted. The gym is open for another hour and a half, but I can't find the motivation to go. Looking in the mirror usually works but not today. And I need to work on finishing up the rest of my reading for my finals, but I can't find the motivation to do that right now either. Goodness gracious.

So...

I lost a pound and a half this week! Yay! Ooh and I lost an inch from my butt, and a half inch from my waist, I'm so excited. :-D Yippee! I'm think I'm finally on track. Ah, someday I'll be smokin' hot. Yay!