Fail.

It doesn't take a genius to guess what direction the scale went this week. This is so frustrating. I can't get motivated. I need someone to kick my ass and make me go to the gym and track my points. I bought a three month point tracker hoping that since I paid for it I'll actually use it. My birthday is on Thursday and I gained...I did not lose that 5 pounds that I wanted. Maybe I could just eat a bunch of exlax before then to lose that...haha, just kidding. That would be gross. Oh well. Time for bed.